24/01/2026
An experiment of beauty
I’m in the midst of an experiment. An experiment of bringing beauty into this world. Beauty from beyond this world. Beauty created from my heart, with love, with presence. Beauty that wanted to come through, and consciously, and sometimes less consciously, I let it come.
It is here now. Physically. It has a name. It has a shape. It even has an Instagram account. Of course, I’m talking about gentl.
I’m in the middle of a process, a process of creation. Creating something when I don’t know where it wants to go, even though my mind keeps pushing unclear directions and a lot of shoulds and should-have-beens.
But truly, I don’t know. Sometimes I feel what the next step is. It comes with excitement, and if I don’t take action on it, it occasionally comes again and again. Taking that next step brings fear and uncertainty, but this, again, is my analytical mind, focused, among other things, on money.
So this process feels endless. As I’m writing these words, I’m letting it unfold like a beautiful flower, and all I can do is admire its beauty.
My job, then, is to move aside as much as I can, while keeping my physical presence and my heart holding all the fears, analytical thoughts, and shoulds, so they can be sustained within me.
gentl is an entity of its own. I have a very clear vision of what it stands for, even if I don’t know where it’s going. I only know, at times, the next step.
It’s scary to walk without knowing the way. But as I once in a song,
“the way knows the way.”