01/08/2023
To my Brother:
Words are hard to describe feelings,
I have always been better with images.
Yet writing down how much I miss you,
Seems to give me more tranquility.
it truly seems like only yesterday but 1 year ago today, you were suddenly and tragically taken from us,and it doesn't seem real. It's so hard to deal with everyday life without you here. Without you, it's almost like the whole world has changed, but I still have many memories of you to drive me on. You are in my thoughts daily and always in my heart, my brother. It takes a special person to place everyone before themselves and lay down their life that was my brother But I guess God needed another angel, and man He got a good one.
I miss you. Β πππ
Not enough days have passed to say that I have even been able to fully process everything. I honestly still think that I am in shock. I go from moments of not being able to catch my breath, to picking up the phone to check on you, only to put it back down when the harsh reality sets in.Β
I read your text messages, trying to hear your voice and see your smile through the words
Within 1 year my life completely changed. I went from being normal to hanging onto every moment as tight as i could, knowing that the end could crush me at any given moment.Β
Writing to let go, to give this all a place.
It will never heal, it will never go away,
But just learning to give it time .forever in my hear closer than more than ever π€π€π€π€