Nixi

20/04/2026

I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO THANK HIM FOR.

Not just for the prayers He answered the way I hoped He would,
but honestly… even for the ones He didn’t.

There were things I asked for so deeply.
Things I thought was right for me.
Doors I wanted opened so badly.
People I wanted to keep.
Plans I thought had to happen.

And when He said ''NO'—or stayed silent—
I won’t pretend I always understood it.

Some of those moments hurt.
Some felt disappointing.
Some felt like He was withholding something good from me.

But TIME has a way of showing what PAIN couldn’t explain in the moment.

Looking back now, I can see HIS MERCY in those no’s.
I can see HIS PROTECTION in the closed doors.
I can see HIS LOVE in the delays that once frustrated me.

There were things I thought would HEAL me
that actually would have BROKEN me.

There were places I wanted to go
that He knew were never meant for me.

There were PRAYERS I cried over
that I now thank Him for not answering.

And if I’m honest, some of His greatest blessings in my life
came disguised as disappointment first.

So yes, I’ve got so much to THANK JESUS for.

Not just for every YES—
but for every NO that saved me,
every delay that shaped me,
and every closed door that led me somewhere better.

25/03/2026

Choosing obedience over opportunity isn’t easy.
I won’t pretend it didn’t tempt me, but I’m holding on to what I know God placed in my heart.

I said no to a high-paying opportunity.

To be honest, it was enticing. May pinag-iipunan ako, and I could’ve easily gotten it with that offer.

But deep in my heart, I knew—it wasn’t what I prayed for.
I even sat with it for a while, trying to see if I could make it work.

But the more I prayed about it, the more I felt this quiet nudge na… this isn’t it.

And I’ve learned the hard way before—when something doesn’t come with God’s peace, it usually comes with unnecessary weight.

So I chose to let it go.

Trusting that what God has prepared for me will always align and won’t require me to compromise what I’ve been praying for.

24/03/2026

I said no to a high-paying opportunity.

To be honest, it was enticing. May pinag-iipunan ako, and I could’ve easily gotten it with that offer.

But deep in my heart, I knew—it wasn’t what I prayed for.
I even sat with it for a while, trying to see if I could make it work.

But the more I prayed about it, the more I felt this quiet nudge na… this isn’t it.

And I’ve learned the hard way before—when something doesn’t come with God’s peace, it usually comes with unnecessary weight.

So I chose to let it go.

Trusting that what God has prepared for me will always align and won’t require me to compromise what I’ve been praying for.

20/03/2026

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13/03/2026

Black and white, with a subtle pinch of color. ✨

Keychain Tag from D' Artsium

28/01/2026

I love this chapter of my life!! ✨

Like yes, it's still work
But after being in my own little bubble, getting dressed, commuting and just being outside feels weirdly exciting!

It's just that pag uwi... grabe yung drain. As in social battery down to zero.

I guess i'll take it as a sign to be physically active again lol