09/24/2025
-REAL LIFE LESSONS FINAL DRAFT-
-DMURRAY-
-1ONE-HUNNID00-
>>>LIL MURRAY DONE DID IT AGAIN PEEP GAME THO->>>>>>>
To gain is gettin ahead,with benefits collected,True gain is growth,knowin truth,n bein receptive,when i live for self,I end up in dead end messes left wit,much less than I intended,when i keep the flesh fed,it relieves tension, but pain that's embedded ,doesnt get addressed,instead it gets kept in,so i stimulate my senses,using sex,and m**h injections,as a 247 m**hod,but long term,its not effective,my sinnin is excessive,what i need is repentance,I'm beginnin to get wreckless,not watching my step,when livin on the edges,till I cause a mess, and fall in the trenches,then reality sets in, i come to my senses,then im defenceless, with my back against the wall,I look at all the wreckage, n negative effects, is all that m**h did,adding up the cost, with how big the debt is ,I see the depth of the loss,and all thats been affected, so much time spent, no time invested,so much regret,with
family neglected,not to mention, losin respect from people i respected,fiends got befriended, legit friendships ended,self is myself's bestfriend,I'm offended if someone steps in,im deaf to wat is said if, its about myself again,I'm on the defence,not comprehensive to the complexes of co- dependance,cuz my prideful heart causes my thoughts to not process it,not seein myself,bein selfish,not knowin i was goin against it,cuz when it all ended, guess wat i was left with,me myself and my depression,blinded by self deception,its like ive been throwin myself interceptions,cuz i got wat i intended,except, I got in my own way again and missed all the blessings,I took my own route,not led in his direction,made my own bed,laid in it restless, i stayed in it and slept in, til reality woke me up,n fed me cold breakfast,taught me a lesson on correction,so i took a deep look at myself, and saw a true reflection,i dread the assessment,not wantin to accept that i still have regrets in life,and more failure than successes, I still have problems, and still fall in all directions, life is an obvious erection,now I view it all in perspective,with comprehension of real life lessons,learnin from them,and earning the blessins,and havin a burnin passion to pick back up, where I left it half-assed ,then passin on the message..REAL LIFE LESSONS
-ONE-MA-FUGGIN-HUNDRET-100
DMURRAY
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