01/14/2022
I was finally able to take a breath & gave myself my first reading of the year.
Typically I am really private to my personal readings, but I am trying to open up more hoping to be that support for someone who may be going through what I am going through. Because feeling alone is the worst…
The Emperor⬇️
“…the perfect equal of the empress he matches her define femininity and softens with his divine masculinity countering her softness with passion leader ship and authority. The emperor needs his empress for without her he becomes cold and his logic turns tyrannical.
The love of his empress is what gives him strength and compassion. Without her soft touch the emperors authority and structure hold no weight…”
The reversed King of Cups ⬇️
“…could show that you are repressing your emotions and withdrawing from the outside world because you fear what may happen if you were to confront your feelings head-on. Your feelings are bottling up inside you, and you are at risk of an emotional outburst if the pressure gets too much…”
The Page of Cups reversed⬇️
“…you may feel called to pursue a new creative project, but you doubt whether you can really make it work. Your inner critic may be on over-drive or others are telling you that you’re dreaming – so you are stalling and holding back. Ask yourself, “What have I got to lose here?” So what if the idea fails? Isn’t it better to try something and fail than never do it and wonder for the rest of your life what might have happened? And what if you didn’t fail? What if you were to succeed? Again, listen to your intuition to understand if fear is getting in the way and whether it’s time to just give it a go regardless of the outcome…”
My reflection on all this?
The Emperor Card:
Symbolizes that I have strong bond & support with my husband. That leaning on each other & being best friends with your partner is an amazing thing.
The reversed King of Cups:
Because of 2020, I believed I needed to protect myself & with the exception of my husband & fam, I spent most of 2021 emotionally closed off. This card is telling me I need to open up, face my emotional truth & the pressure I put on myself.
The reversed Page of Cups:
I’m a Sagittarius lol so I’m constantly changing, evolving…
I have many ideas where to take Tarte & Bean Co/The Uncanny Parlour…
But equally as many doubts & fear of failure. With that, I need to be confident with my ideas & legit just need to take the plunge on things.
