02/18/2022
As a small business owner, an entrepreneur or whatever we want to call it, it can be exhausting and can definitely cause you to doubt yourself.
There isn’t a “boss” or a team always cheering you on, no one to “cover for you” it’s a risk, there is fear of uncertainty that maybe a 9-5 can provide.
There are late nights, early mornings, lots of questions “why am I doing this?” Or “what am I doing wrong?”
You require the ability to self reflect and change your focus and ideas if needed, there won’t be a big meeting about it to share those ideas…sometimes it’s just you.
You don’t have a “shift” so you need to motivate yourself to show up each and every day. While others discourage you, you have to believe you are worthy of chasing your dream, because it won’t chase you back.
That’s it right there. We are dream builders. The seed planted in our spirit that we can’t shake.
After 2020 we were taught as dream builders that we would have to choose to keep building even with circumstances beyond our control and also can you rise back up after being torn down? The strength it takes is immense. To build something from the ground up only to have it torn down and then rebuild it again while everyone says your crazy and tells you to just give it up.
But there is this tugging and this pull and this desire that won’t let us. We can’t. We can’t let it go. We can’t go back to the 9-5, the false security it offers, the tiresome hours you give your life to…while your dream sleeps in the background waiting for you to come back and pour your soul back into it again.
I understand. It’s not for everyone, not everyone wants it and thats fine, but for me, I’ll keep fighting. I’ll keep pressing. I’ll rise up again and again. I’ll remind myself I’m worthy of it, I’ll realign, I’ll refocus on the core and heart of why I started this years ago and I’ll pour back into my dream.
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