05/23/2026
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: Dark mental health content / depression themes
Posting this one personally as Todd — not just as the brand.
I’ve been rocking with Ekoh for a long time now, and seeing him form a new band called Ninth Key with Lo Spirit is honestly badass. This track just dropped and it hits HARD for anybody that’s ever battled their own head every single day.
The song is called “If I Wasn’t Me” and if you struggle with anxiety, depression, trauma, addiction, bipolar disorder, or just feeling like your own brain is at war with you sometimes… this one’s probably gonna punch you directly in the chest.
Not every day is motivational quotes and fake positivity. Some days are survival mode.
This one’s a banger. Go listen to it.
— Todd
Ninth Key- IF I WASN'T MELyrics-If I wasn't meWould I still beSomeone who fks up everything?If I wasn't meIf I wasn't me.....Feels like I'm always drawnSomew...