02/26/2023
It’s been 2 years since you left us my dearest Baba.
I think of you every day, usually with a smile because of something funny you had said. I also turn to you for guidance and clarity when life is hard. You were so good with that. It’s like you had a bird’s eye view of things. And then through it all you make me smile again.
You brought laughter and joy to the lives of millions of Iranians. “Ghatebeh” the character you created was so much bigger than you, or one individual, it became part of the Iranian culture, with Ghatebeh fans memorizing all your lines.
Unlike Ghatebeh you were never after making a quick buck, or a fast deal or something that wasn’t aligned with your soul. You didn’t want anything from anyone, you were not about self promotion, yet you left people feeling better because they knew you.
After your unforeseen retirement from TV, cinema and theater because of the Iranian revolution you took up painting. You painted rainbows for as long as I can remember. We’ve grown up with these painting around us, in all your our homes. And just when you left us, the world seemed to explode with rainbows, they are now on coffee mugs, handbags and murals. They’ve became fashionable, yet you had nothing to do with trends. The rainbow was a symbol of beauty to you, of wonder and joy.
You would say that the rainbow or “tirajeh” as you called it, was the universe’s way of showing beauty to us, it was there for all to look at and enjoy. And if now I am in search of beauty in whatever I do and wherever I go, it’s because you planted that seed in my heart.
I miss seeing beautiful things with you Baba, sharing artwork or music, shopping, walking through department stores smelling perfumes, going to Art Basel, exploring antique stores in London, buying fresh bread in Germany, drinking margaritas in Laguna Beach, going out in South Beach, watching and analyzing the human psyche while watching “Befarmeed Sham”. Always curious, always learning.
I miss you Baba, I get so happy when you appear in my dreams. Please come more often. I know you were there last night. Stay close. Until we meet again 🌈