07/07/2023
383 day since the last time I hugged and kissed my son. I said “I’ll go see you” and although the words came out of my mouth I felt it as such an unreachable thing for me. My life has always been work and survival. Our vacations were weekend drives to see my mom in CT or weekend summer camp with our church. Nothing fancy as I’ve never had a fancy budget lol… truth is I still don’t have a fancy budget but boy do I have an over and abundant, always doing the most God!!! I worked, I saved, my Paparazzi customers supported my business and I saw things moving along… then life happened and I had unexpected experiences with my car being stolen and I thought that would set me back and potentially cost me this trip but God… He always places people in your path to bless you in one way or another. So I wake up this morning in Spain feeling so beyond grateful and blessed that He got me here safe and that in only an hour or two I get to hug and kiss my son again. Boy does my heart overflow!!! I had been soooo nervous and anxious these last weeks having to fly but I did it petrified because it was to see my son, I don’t swim but I would have tried jumping in to swim over if I could, all for him. As a parent what lengths would we not go to for our children, us … an imperfect being. Imagine God being the perfect loving Father!!! Talk about giving you the desires of your heart. And doing exceedingly, abundantly and beyond more than you imagine. Yes Spain is amazing but the greatest of all is experiencing it with my son, it wouldn’t hit the same with out him and God knew that. Everything He does is in perfection. His unconditional love, His forgiveness, His mercy, His salvation is all in perfection. Seeking Him if you’re not already, not for what He can do but for who He is and the perfect love He has for you and what He’s already done… paying the ransom neither you or I could pay.
