I've never fallen in love again

I've never fallen in love again This page is based on a true story but it tells more about the author and her feelings...

03/04/2021

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30/03/2021

Guys I'm sorry I've not written anything it's ya'll don't wanna give me ya full support..💔💔😪

But since I started writing I told myself that this page I'm starting it's for people who are meant to see it 'n I'm not giving up ..I'm gettin'up..💔💔😪

22/02/2021

As time goes our relationship got strong (mandithi kwelam icalah bcz he didn't seem to have changed in any way but I couldnt see that bcz I was blinded by love)..

Yoah at last after five months we broke up bcz I realised how much he hurt me and I saw my obsession with him so the last day I talked with him I just told him that I love and I'll always will and then I left him there. ...

We broke on 25th of September in the same year ...💔💔😭

14/02/2021

Things started to be serious in two months time ... He first cheated on me with many girls that if I would count them it would take me a whole day... But I kept on forgiving him because I toldyself that I love him but when I look at it now it was obsession not love ... But ke as I said I am an impatient person but in this I became patient and told myself that as long as he goes and cheat and then comes back that means he loves me more than what I see but that destroyed me from the inside and I started to have trust issues and anyone who told me that they love me at that time I just didnt believe them even if they put it in different ways but I never had fallen in love again because I was scared that my trust would always be broken ... 😥😪

13/02/2021

So as I was saying I took my school bag .. Ohhh I'm about to go but I didn't t bcz my boyfriend is calling me...😛😉 We went to the class next to mine and when I got in woah... I felt like I was dreaming and a dream I wouldnt want it to end but anyway he held my hand and told me that he loves me and he meant the the things he told me in fcbk just njeh he wanted to tell me live ..😉.. I was so taken away that I didn't even feel uncomfortable around him and oh.. I told him too that I love him with a smile on my face ...(inside I'm in like what the f**k ? Am I really dating this guy ... And I was scared of loving him maybe loving would mess me up but anyway I didn't let that thought ruin my happiness at the time..)

Since outside was raining and almost cold he held me in his arms ...woah I was blown away klk that was the first time I was held like that ... Yoh the romance we had made me feel like I'm used to him but at the same time still I was scared...❤️👀the thing is I didn't know what to expect...👀

But ke mos the important thing is that I was happy right...😛

13/02/2021

So it was the second month at school... That day it was after school so Lisa and I were in our way going home since the areas we live in are destined close to each other ... Ohhh.. . We were the last ones to go in our class so we were about to go .. then when we were just few steps away from our class we saw olwethu and he said he wanted to talk with Lisa .. (inside I was like oh no this guy likes Lisa but I like ...no not like I love him.. for myself...😉) But that didn't matter otherwise cause when olwethu called Lisa she refused as so we continued with our way home...and then after a week or so.. the guys sent me.. friend requests on Facebook ... And at that time I was already flatterd by olwethu ..😉... So we chatted in fcbk with the guys ... The conversations with the other guys never really got to me the one that got me smiling to myself was the one between me and olwethu oh. Guys you have no idea of how I felt at that time and it was the first time for me to fall in love ... So in our conversation the guy confessed of how he felt about me and so did I ... And then there it goes..he said we have to talk face to face at school since he lived in a far area because he even used transport to go to school ... I was so nervous but hey since I'm this bubbly person I am it never really got to me that I have fallen in love with an older person than me and he wanted my friend which could make awkward vibes between us ...anyway I went to school yoh you have no idea guys of the way I felt like 😶 I'm so impatient kemnah I told both my friends that olwethu told me that he has a crush on me and I told him that I felt the same way as he did.. opss.. about how Lisa felt when I told them these news I didn't really care cause Ive found my first love so.... 😛...

And then the same day after school Yolanda went to his boyfriend in another class ande I was busy taking my school bag as we were about to go with Lisa ....😶sorry read the next post I can't write anymore words ..😑

13/02/2021

Uhmm... In 2019 I was doing grade 8 and I was 14years of age.. that year was my first year in high school at first I was nervous but just for the first week 😶 but then as time goes I got used to my new school and new environment to fastern up ....I met two friends named Yolanda and Lisakhanya they both loved me and my relationship with Lisa was not the same as my relationship with Yolanda but anyway we were true friends ....okay after some time I met my two friends they introduced me to another guys who were doing grade ten that year .. the first guy was zamkhaya who was Yolanda's boyfriend...second guy was siphandla yoh lowo was irritating nje umjongileh without even talking to him and he had no girlfriend because he was a player towards girls...the third guy was Yanga Ohhh.. that was not talkative as others and he was wiser than them all...the fourth one was mateyisi but that's his surname I never really got to know his real name 😀..the last one was olwethu who was going after Lisakhanya... ...

13/02/2021

Uhmm... In 2019 I was doing grade 8 and I was 14years of age.. that year was my first year in high school at first I was nervous but just for the first week 😶 but then as time goes I got used to my new school and new environment to fastern up ....I met two friends named Yolanda and Lisakhanya they both loved me and my relationship with Lisa was not the same as my relationship with Yolanda but anyway we were true friends ....okay after some time I met my two friends they introduced me to another guys who were doing grade ten that year .. the first guy was zamkhaya who was Yolanda's boyfriend...second guy was siphamandla yoh lowo was irritating nje umjongileh without even talking to him and he had no girlfriend because he was a player towards girls...the third guy was Yanga Ohhh.. that was not talkative as others and he was wiser than them all...the fourth one was mateyisi but that's his surname I never really got to know his real name 😀..the last one was olwethu who was going after Lisakhanya... ...

13/02/2021

I'll start by introducing myself to you guys uhm my name is endinako gwele ... I'm originally from trans Kei but I'm recently living in Cape town in Paarl Mbekweni.. ❤️💕

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