21/05/2024
Some years ago I felt like I couldn't even move without have a breakdown, couldn't even watch my shows, let alone attend church. Had a heavy burden, that not even those around me cared enough to help me out of, seeing me drown in misery, some enjoyed it and some perpetuated it... I swear those were the heaviest times I'd faced alone, 18 years old, lost and confused and thrown into the real world with no Virgil to guide... Go so bad, tried killing myself 4 times... By the fifth attempt, I gave up trying to kill myself... Took me about 4 months to get my confidence back which by then I got a job, had my own place but as you know, not that many things workout the way you planned... But trust me when I say ever since, I have never looked back to those days with conviction and drive like I do now... Knowing what I know now, nothing and no one will ever take my dreams, missions, and goals away... To think, surviving depression as a man in South Africa is considered a joke, but I am a better man for in the end, so yeah I realised I could do a lot alone as well... So for those who see this and went through similar, stay strong those who are still going through the motions I pray that God watches over you until you fulfill your destiny❤️🔥
Don't laugh when you see someone down, trust me when I say this world is not evil, it just has a lot of ignorance. You can't call yourself special just because you're better off, some of us have to fight of all types of issues just to get by... I'm grateful that God still needs me to do something, so to those struggling, we're still in this race together 👑
