11/12/2025
Motherhood β¨
The magical gift of the Universe.
Creation. Life. Love.
I denied Motherhood from myself for a long time, I told myself it wasn't my path and I quieted the voices in my head calling me to follow.
Mothers Day 2023 I decided to hold a ceremony for myself, to grieve the loss that would never occur, to grieve the fact that I would never transition from Maiden to Mother... but something stopped me. I couldn't do it and I couldn't figure out why.
September 2023 we met with a seer who filled in so many blanks and confirmed lots for us.. but she also said something we didn't expect to hear; she told us our grandchild would be a spitting image of my husband, that they would have a relationship like nothing else and they would finish each others sentences.
We left feeling a little confused, we thought we were so solid in our decision... but fate seemed to have different plans. During that time, things kept coming up for us involving children.. opening our eyes to a possibility we were sure couldn't be. Over a short period of time we sat, talked and decided that we did want to start a family in due time.
Every day the call was stronger but we didn't feel ready, in December we decided to give it a try and see what happens, boom.. we're pregnant and our entire future has been re-written.
Now here we are, almost two years later with the most magical little boy. I can't imagine a life where I denied myself this opportunity.. being a mom has been my purpose as long as I can remember. Raising a family of strong, warrior babies.. teaching them the ways of the universe, how to connect with and respect nature, learning from them and growing with them.
Being a Mother is the greatest blessing.
The hormone changes, life changes and shifts absolutely took me out, PPD hit me hard but with a supportive husband, friends and the most amazing little man.. I'm getting through it, I'm discovering myself again and I'm finding my power.
If you find yourself questioning weather or not to have children, do it.. take the leap. It's worth every hard day, I promise.