05/09/2026
How an SAS soldier cut off his own fingers because his surgeon was too slow.
Seven days into a solo walk to the North Pole, in cold that dropped to minus 50 degrees, Ranulph Fiennes watched his sled slide sideways off an ice ridge and into the sea. Ten weeks of food and fuel started sinking. He tore off his glove, plunged his bare hand into the black, ice cold water and hauled the sled back out. At minus 50, skin freezes in minutes. By the time the glove was back on, his fingertips were already frozen solid.
He came home with mummified fingertips sticking out of his left hand. The surgeon told him nobody could amputate until the dead part had clearly separated from the living part. Every time the fingers brushed against something, the pain shot up his arm. His wife was running their farm alone and had little patience left for him. In the end, by his own account, she was the one who went and got him the saw.
Ran set up a workbench in his garden shed, clamped his hand down and started with the thumb. It took two days. Whenever it hurt or bled, he simply moved the saw a little higher and tried again. The other fingers followed. The surgeon had wanted five months and an operating table. Ran waited three and got it done himself.
For Ran, this was fairly normal behaviour. In the 1960s he became the youngest captain in the British Army and joined the SAS as an explosives expert, until he got caught trying to blow up an ugly concrete dam a Hollywood film crew had built in an English village. The SAS threw him out, so he went to fight rebels in the mountains of Oman and came home with a bravery medal. Then he spent fifty years doing things nobody had done: first man to reach both poles without flying to either, and first to cross Antarctica on foot with no support.
Three years later a massive heart attack put him in a coma and on the operating table for heart surgery. Doctors told Ran to take it slow. Four months later he ran seven marathons in seven days, from Chile to Cairo to New York. At 65 he stood on top of Everest.
The unit whose motto is Who Dares Wins decided he was too much. So Ran went with a mindset that fit the rest of his life:
Stay Violent.