03/10/2024
I want to give an update...I watched part of episode one of The program on netflix.....it's amazing so far and well I was very tired and fell asleep. I was appalled at yhe scene where the ladies found all the old paperwork shoved in that weird little passageway at ivy ridge. Like i said i didnt get far into the show yet but wow the information is very raw and very real yall. To those of you who have wondered for years what it was like for us that went away and then came back well this show is going to help give you that raw understanding from a legitimate perspective. I did watch it with my dog as it was recommended to not watch alone thank you for that wise recommendation yall( no worries im quite the loner at times, and yet having my Loki Bear right there definitely made a difference in the way I was perceiving the information) another thing...none of us are ever really alone because we got ourselves too. We have our support people we have built over the years hopefully too but for me I was OK watching it essentially by myself. I also want to say I found the fu***ng motherload of program pictures in my garage the other day...i have pictures of us all in California at our final seminar at least those of you i exitted program with. If yall end up tagged when i get these pictures on and don't want to be tagged that's OK I understand but I want to get these out here. I don't know what all I have still but when I find things from the program I want to document them here.
Now I want to follow up with positive things that went down here in my home town while I was far away in Utah. my friends Alfonzo Slick and Shannon April made me a birthday cake and came to my parents house on my birthday that first year to present the cake to my mom. She was definitely surprised and it showed her how much my friends i held really were true friends even tho maybe we had got into a bit of debauchery and antics together in our passed my friends , some were true friends , lifelong friends, and they demonstrated that to my parents while I was away. Kathleen E. Till ...she made me hand tied knot rosaries at church and wrote me letters, she helpe dme find my patron Saint who happens to be St.Theresé. she would come with her family and to speak with my parents and give them encouragement. Their church family joined in prayer with mine over me. Manifesting the healing light from a far for me. I had so many friends who would check up on my mom too and became her support buddies through this as well as some other parents being supportive of my parents decisions was a positive thing for our family at the time. James Charles Link was my neighbor and still is neighbors with my parents....he would go see my mom too and talk to her and send good wishes my way too. If the dog got out he was right there to help my parents wrangle the wild thing. He was assuring others at school that I was indeed alive and just locked up at boarding school. Remember yall we had no contact at first not even with our direct family so to have all those people routing for me back home made such a positive impact for me. Ian Hudson passed away while I was in Utah, his mom dad sister and himself before that tho, they were extremely supportive of my family too. Mrs. Hudson sent me a book of short stories about women overcoming adversities. I believe I still have that book somewhere. My aunt uncle and cousins made a sign for me it said" WE ♡ HEV" Hev being my nickname, and they took that sign everywhere and took a picture with it to give me literally every place they went. I will share those pictures too. So many positive things. I do remember clearly when the covid lockdown hit that I was totally feeling like hey no big deal...I was locked for 16 months I think this covid lockdown won't last near as long, then my having that positive attitude about it...well in the end I was able to spread positivity through the shut down and spread that love and light the hope to people during that time that we all needed to nourish and nurture to get through it. I was very grateful to be able to be that way about it too. Alright well love and light blessings and blessed be yall. Come back later for pictures I will!!:)
