01/05/2022
Update: I’m kicking ass 💪🏽
I asked my PA yesterday if there is a chance that I’ll live and eventually stop treatment. She said that’s I’ll more than likely continue immunotherapy for as long as it continues to work. I may not have to come as often. I can chose to be devastated OR realize that I already won. I chose the win, and here is why: I live a normal life. My cancer does not affect any part of my normal life, and that is rare! I don’t feel any pain or sickness what so ever. I’m back to my normal weight (thickness loading lol), and my vitals are almost implacable 🙌🏽. There are people with no diagnosis or other health conditions that are not as threatening as cancer who are in pain or unable to live a normal life in comparison to my case. So I count my blessings over and over. She reminded me of the day I strolled in her office (in a wheelchair) because I was too frail to stand on my own two feet. She said that she honestly wasn’t sure she would see me again. She said she loves her job so much because of cases like mine, and we exchanged tears of gratitude. COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS! Don’t worry about what you cannot change, and appreciate what you already got.
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