11/23/2023
♡ My Godwink story ♡
Around the middle of September I had decided I was quitting my job at the daycare and was going to pick my sewing back up and run with it like I was chasing a train. I had no idea what in the world that was going to look like, all I did know though, was that I was not going to look for another job like I had worked before, I was going to make this sewing dream a thing!
And not just because it's what my heart has desired for so many years, but I really did feel a spiritual pull to try this again. I did not have steps or a plan layed out before me so I felt so nervous to just dive completely in, but I still had peace in continuing to move forward.
Did you know that feelings of being scared or nervous and peace can coexist? Isn't that crazy? Your human flesh says, "Danger!" But the spirit says, "It's okay. You can trust me."
So fast forward to 2 weeks later to the first week of October, my last day of work at the daycare, and the pressure being on to start figuring this business owner thing out. Terrifying...God are you sure this is what I'm supposed to be doing?...I have no idea what I'm doing...it's failed in the past and there's no current evidence that it's going to take right off right now...are you sure God??
So the first day of being on my own, I got in my truck to go to town, turned up the radio when I got on the road and they were talking about how October is Women Owned Small Business Month and all the incredible impressive facts about these businesses. 😳 I had no idea!
Okay...I hear you God. 🥺
And so I continue to press into the unknown and the pressure even while I feel nervous, because God said "I have great things planned for you if you just trust me." ❤
