05/29/2026
My brain is going crazy lately you guys 😂
I feel like I’m about to have a mental breakdown while also running across a field jumping for joy with how everything is going. Does that make sense?
This feeling of being extremely overwhelmed while overflowing with gratitude has become my normal.
Overwhelmed with:
-emails
-online store
-inventory
-new expenses
-the schedule
-hiring
-wondering what’s for dinner every damn day
-grocery shopping every week
-keeping the house organized
-trying to make it to the gym
-eat decent
-correct my low iron 😂
-need an oil change
-sending my daughter off to college
-making sure I’m a good mom
-keeping my sons fish alive (he’s not doing the best)
-need to clean out my closet
Grateful for:
-our growth 🥹😭🫶🏻
-our new location
-all of our supportive queens
-all of the new queens
-the BQ. team 🧡
-my friends
-my family
-my home that has a 2.9% interest rate
-my vision coming to LIFE 👏🏼
Having 100+ tabs open at all times is not easy and literally makes my head spin 😂 but how am I still so happy and fulfilled?? It’s the weirdest s**t.
I never feel like I have it all together.
I never feel caught up.
I don’t feel like I’m on top of my s**t 😂
But, I’m HERE and we’re doing it 💃🏻✨
I don’t even know the point of this post… honestly just typing out all of my thoughts. Does anybody feel exactly the same?