05/22/2026
This week I was called in as a backup doula, and honestly, I doubted myself. I was nervous. I kept thinking, “This is such an intimate moment… I’m a stranger. Is mama really going to want me at her birth?” There were experienced midwives and nurses there, and I found myself questioning what my role would even look like. Imposter syndrome is truly real!!
Mama was in labor for 3 days, and I alternated shifts with a more experienced doula to make sure she always had support. At one point, I sent a message saying I would really love to attend the birth if she wouldn’t mind. The response I got back was, “She’s already vocalized twice that she wants you here.”
That moment brought so much relief. It reminded me that even in my doubts, I was making an impact. I was exactly where I needed to be.
This birth reassured me that this is truly the work I was called to do. The energy, the connection, the support, the strength it all confirmed something deep in my spirit. This is an experience I will never forget, and I’m beyond grateful to have been part of such a sacred moment.
A huge thank you to Birth In Color for giving me this opportunity, and to my cohort sisters for the encouragement, guidance, and support throughout this experience. Having a community that pours into you while you’re learning and growing means more than words can explain.
With that being said, I am currently accepting 1 new client. If you know a mama in the Salem or Roanoke area searching for a doula, have them reach out ✨✨
