Gorilla Headquarters

08/26/2021

Hmm since haven’t done anything impressive lifting wise in many months I’ll support national dog day with my four pups

04/02/2021

810 Total with AR to 3 board f**k the 3 man hand off. Get yourself the best lead man and the best hyper men with BiG Cat and Dr.Perry

Letting 16 years of training to sum up in 1 meet. I’m excited for just want to lift infront of everyone that I love at meet that only matters to me.

03/30/2021

Haven’t posted a doggy picture in a while. They are still weird 😂

03/28/2021

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03/23/2021

Haven’t trained at all in like 2 weeks. Sorry im letting you down. Brain was just broken for a little while I’ll back on Monday I promise. We have one last meet to get ready for because I’m ready for the last one no matter what my total is. Whatever total I put up will be the best I had that day and I can rest easy before I destoy my body further with performance enhancing drugs for what to never beat Dave hoff. To be in a wheel chair at 40 with one back surgery down. F**k this I’m not training harder I’m training for fun for one last who ra.
545 with doubles reds which holy f**k way harder like 120 at the top idk was a huge shock.

Just wanted to remind everyone I’m still here and I love every single person that that’s the chance to follow me. You’ve supported me at my worst and now support me at my best. Just want to say with the bottom of my heart. I love every single person I met in powerlifting even the do**he bags. I’ve traveled and reached all my dreams I’ve handled the best in the world. I’ve spotted for the best in the world and I’m okay with not being the best anymore because my new goal is to be the best human on this planet one day at a time. Since July 18 when left I have changed every day for the better for her. And now I can say I can move on always loving her but fall in love with someone else just like I did with Hayley. I don’t fall in love often but if I do it’s for life. 🤷‍♂️

03/23/2021

03/12/2021

I’m sorry for all the wrongs I’ve ever did it wasn’t my fault I was hiding because I thought I was being normal but it’s because I’m not normal I’m sorry I love everyone I ever hurt

03/11/2021

Today’s lesson is called Gratitude and Self Love.

The hardest part about living a spiritual life is watching everyone around you that you love with all your heart and they think your crazy and you love them so much but you just don’t know how to explain it so sometimes your mean and you demand. And sometimes you don’t appreciate all the nice things people do for you because you think it’s expected because it’s family. Just because they are family doesn’t mean they earned your love or being arrogant and narcissistic and just because you do things because you have to and think that you are owed everything. In our spiritual path your only job is to meet them half way. You can show them the path but only they can walk: and what breaks my heart is when people that you look to for spiritual advice and they give the best advice but they don’t listen to what their saying and you see how empty are inside. And it makes me break down in tears somethings because you want to take it all inside so they never can feel like that. And sometimes we sacrifice our happiness sometimes to make them happy: but the real path to oneness start within yourself. You have to self love. Make sure you go out of your day to honor and appreciate how perfect you are. And when we give that up people don’t appreciate the self sacrifice you do every single day just to go out of your way to make them happy. Today I had a serious emotional break down. I was just tired of loving with all my heart and it not being given in return. The sad part is most of the time people don’t understand that they are being disrespectful. Just because it’s not intentional doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt the same. It actually hurts when they are blindingly sticking the knife deep in your heart and they are wearing blindfolds while doing it. I’d rather see someone’s eyes when they do it.

To be a good channel or a medium is to accept when your getting advice for someone else it’s really also advice for you to heal. And I’ve met the most amazing spiritually gifted people in the world and it’s breaks my heart so much that they don’t see that the advice is for them to fix as well. So they fill the void and the empty space

03/11/2021

The is my last meet. I want to ride with my brothers into the sunset. And I love everyone that has been apart of this ride. It doesn’t take one person to achieve greatness. It’s takes a collective soul group and army to ride into the sunset and be okay with being the last one. Every single person who wore a gorilla tshirt who wanted to be apart of the journey. All was not for nothing. To become greet you need to become one. And I am content with riding with my brothers and sisters into the sunset with a smile and chanting welcome me into the kingdom Valhalla. ❤️

That’s what Team Sibya means to me. It’s not a single person it’s all. There’s no me or I in team. The Team makes the dream work and I’m happy with my team.

I don’t need to tag anyone because I have already tagged you in your heart.

03/09/2021

675 to a 2 board. As long as we are always at minimum at my opener on max effort days it’s a win.

03/08/2021

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Let’s be honest, if there is one day of the week that most hardcore fitness enthusiasts hate, it’s leg day. You walk into the gym with an endless amount of motivation to build a solid set of wheels but leave the gym crawling your way to the door – contemplating just lying there to rest for a while. Leg days are brutal, and it’s that kind of intensity and mindset we all need to take into each workout, regardless if it’s leg day, arm day, chest day, etc. You want to leave it all in the gym.

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