09/07/2023
After my diagnosis of Hodgkins Lymphoma for the llast 6 years I decided I need a stem cell transplant after asking what my heavenly father thought I should do ,before I got all my stem cells taken out of my own body., I prayed again and in a unconventional way he (god) told me that i needed to do it before I passed away, (the doctor told me I had 6 months too live if i did not go through with it) I was like Nobody can know how I feel. Then I finished getting them out, took 4 days. Then in January the day before at my regular. Checkup I was walking the hall me n my dad call the green mile, I was limping really bad as I walked but long story shortened, I had gotten Guillaunbarre syndrome (paralyzedme from neck down), I felt even more alone.I prayed intensely to my Father in Heaven that night. He answered me probably about a week later and gave the most marvelous Mantra to transform my loneliness, abandoned, and hopeless feelings I had everyday. The words resound in my mind all the time now. They are . . . .
I've had ENOUGH.
I am ENOUGH.
I will be ENOUGH.
I am more than ENOUGH.
I am always ENOUGH.
I was born ENOUGH.
I have been feeling so much better about my life since I started saying those in my head. Now i am in so much pain especially at night that i sometimes think badly. I need to post them words on my bathroom mirror so I don't get too busy and forget them cause I know I will walk by the mirror when I need to use the toilet. I hope you feel better if you needed to hear this because everyone is enough. I care about everyone. Especially those who are downtrodden. I get the same response everytime I pray and ask why me, sometimes instantly this comes to mind as well and then my grandma whispers to me this too shall pass.
Bye
Donald kingston
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P.s. Email me if you would like the full story of my treatment and the way my life has been or when I'm done making my full book of my life n no lies or fiction in it! This is something I plan on leaving my kids which is why I am making it.
