04/02/2022
It is friday night and i am feeling emotional!
Carnedia agate with lollite and rotailated quartz 100%stone beads. Handmade...sellingn for $90. All real stones. Magnetic heart % love clasps!
Carnelian Agate is considered a powerful healing stone that works on all of the chakras to balance the mind, body, and spirit. It removes negative energy and allows positive energy to flow through. It may help with the emotional healing of grief and despair and is often used during meditation to restore feelings of hope and enthusiasm.
I been feeling a lot of despair. As i am recovering from my injuries and going back into dancing and looking forward to the summer competition season, i feel a lot of despire. My body difintely took a beating and I can feel it. I even have to change so much of my routines because I can't dance the same. I have to say goodbye forever to my splits, tricks and back bends, which i am known for in my dancing. How else will i define myself? What will I do to wow the audiance? How can I still get gigs? I feel like my enemies are winning. Bridget is losing. But hey, i am actually lucky I can still walk! Let alone still dancing and competing! I lost a part of my hips forever. ð I wasn't ready to say goodbye. I was inspired by this stone.