07/01/2021
For the past two days I’ve been trying to find the right way to share what’s going on in my life at the moment since I haven’t posted on IG or FB much lately. There’s just no easy way to do this so…
I have been diagnosed with breast cancer and am at the very beginning of this battle, with this horrible beast that has visited my family too often, and sadly, in the past won…I want desperately to change that history. I’m still at the very early stages of knowing and understanding exactly what I’m dealing with, but thought perhaps as I go further and further down this road, my experiences will help someone else even newer to this than I am. The few women I’ve shared this with until now are all much further along in their treatment and care and have been so wonderfully supportive and given me a wealth of information that they’ve found helpful, I am beyond grateful to each of them. I count myself as very fortunate to have my daughter close by both in location and especially in heart, she props me up when I’m not sure which way is actually up, I love you sweet Abi, thank you. My son, is very much a son, I know he cares and is concerned but is half a country away and I think isn’t quite sure what to say or do right now but I know he loves me too. And the very few friends I have told, until now, are my rocks, they get me and accept ME just as I am which is huge right now. So yes, I have cancer, it’s a terrible nightmare to wrap my head around that but I’m moving forward and will have a remarkable team at UF/Shands in Gainesville to guide me through these unknown and challenging days to come.