11/03/2021
Thinking a lot about the history now days. Thinking a lot about why things happen. This gave me purpose. Me. (Austin Murphy)
I know what I’m capable of. I know I can make a difference. You all have showed me that. Should I make a comeback? Should I re-open and continue the journey I would preach to everyone so intently? Lots of things happen behind the scenes in a business, and when you’re young, in-experienced, and don’t have much money to invest, it’s hard. Taxes are hard. Life is hard. Work is hard. Anything extracurricular is hard. I got to the point where it was detrimental to me as a person. My home life. Mainly because I didn’t pay enough attention to what it takes to run an actual business. This has ALWAYS been on my mind… for LITERALLY years…I ALWAYS think of the “what-ifs” ….. what if I kept going when I started… I mean, I preached that, right? I preached that if you keep going, no matter the hardships.. if you keep going, doing something you love… giving others purpose you will succeed. You will fulfill your OWN purpose. LIFE got in the way, and I stopped. I stopped…. when I could have REALLY been something. I stopped when I could have created a brand that changed peoples lives... A brand that gave you all purpose.
It was going very wel!!!! But I stopped. I stopped because my OWN life got hard.
There were many opportunities and times where it wasn’t too late, and I could continue.. but LIFE happened and I stopped. - In the short time I payed all my focus and attention to the business.. as well as the purpose…..I learned A LOT about myself…. A TON… I also learned this can be something that I can succeed in.
I made money.
It was all spent back into the business to grow…and keep sharing the purpose. It was successful.. nothing major by any means… but touched people…
Coming from a small town like Topeka and competing in such a competitive business.. I knew it would take heart.. but most of all , if I wanted to succeed, I needed to be able to change peoples life’s for the better.. with MY company……
Life seems to always get in the way.
I know what it takes, AND… I KNOW that I am capable. I’ve literally done it. But here I am. I have a tattoo on my arm of my very own LOGO… I WENT/PAID through the process to get it federally trademarked.. and it is LITERALLY on my arm because I was so invested….
So I just STOP? I close the business all together? I have done that already… I fu***ng closed it because taxes were such a pain in the ass, especially when I wasn’t, nor planned on selling anything…. I am tired of being harassed for NOTHING….. I mean I still have the trademark registered… but no website, no drive, no nothing… yeah, I should get myself back in shape to focus for a little bit.. and then what???? That’s ridiculous, I know. But that’s my LIFE. I do not want it this way but it’s how I made it. The purpose of the company is to REALLY drive to find your purpose… … and give to others….. because in the end of the shenanigans we call life… our PURPOSE is the ONLY thing that matters.. AND how we gave it to EACH-OTHER……. It’s not how much money you made or who you’ve met. It’s not the car you drive or what lady/man you have on your shoulder.
It’s about what you did to give to someone else, that gave their life on this earth meaning.
THAT, is what money can’t buy. THAT is priceless. Wingspan is what money can’t buy. Wingspan represents what happiness TRULY is. Wingspan IS what gives meaning to a human beings life…. I am the creator. I envisioned this journey and if I can’t live up to these standards… my brand means nothing. This is MY purpose and how I can help change peoples lives for the better. I am done making empty promises and here on out live to stand by what means the most to me….. THANK YOU to ALL who have, and will continue supporting….. HERE’S to the future… here’s to OUR …… and if I had to add one last thing…
