03/03/2026
“Find me here”
My hearts cry and inspiration for this season.
Empty. Lost.
No words to describe the emptiness that filled my darkest night. I couldn’t see, speak, hear or imagine life outside such heavy darkness. I found myself wondering if I had been marked unfaithful and abandoned because I couldn’t find the light. How much longer until I get lost here forever?
My heart cried out: “Find me here!”
I couldn’t find any hope, strength, light, answers. So instead I cried out - “find ME!”
Find me in pain and loss and dark emptiness. Find me in confused anger, lost-frustration, fears of abandonment.
Love answered:
“I am here and I hover over your darkness.
Like I hovered over the black chaos before I spoke light into creation - I am here with you.
I saw this day before the day you were born, and I knew I would wait for you. I am patient - and you are not alone.
No amount of time and no weight of darkness can separate you from my love.
Even in the valley of the shadow, you are found under the shadow of My wings.
I see you. And I will never leave you.”
I am found.