22/09/2023
One thing I think we can all agree on is that parenthood is hard. This journey is the hardest and most fulfilling I've been on.
I am very blessed to have a wonderful community of friends and family who love and support us. But even with this, I have found that the journey of a special needs parent is a very lonely one. For no matter how much love and support you get, no one, unless they have walked the same walk, will truly know how hard this journey can be.
There are days when you are absolutely defeated, broken, overstimulated, and exhausted. Where none of the things you know to do, help, work, or are even thought of. These are the days you feel lonelier than ever. The days you feel like you just can't do it anymore, like you aren't good enough, like it's all too much. The days where the "what ifs" & "what could've been" try to sneak into your thoughts. The days when the future seems so very unclear and scary. The hard days. The days that no one else sees but you.
I'm here to tell you, I see you and it's okay to have these days. These days are necessary for us to work through trauma and triggers and to truly process our own feelings. Don't let these days consume you. Don't let these days make you feel less than.
Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow, you will start over. You will react better, you will cope better, you will regulate, and you will breathe. You will see things clearer.
I tend to lean deeper into Yahweh on days like these...
You are doing great ♡ I know these days are hard, but know that you are not alone. There are others who know what you are feeling, others that might have the same kind of day ♡
Tomorrow is a new day. Don't be too hard on yourself xx